What has happened to the time...wearing one baby in a Baby Bjorn and pushing the other in a stroller....snuggling on the couch with one at my feet while nursing the other.
As we were coming over the little hill to their school, she hollers out..."My school!".....just last week, she would say, "Bubba's school!" I had no doubt she would love it. She has been looking forward to going every since she did her visitation.
I got out to the car ready to go do some adult-alone-time things. And to my own shock, my tears started to fall! I couldn't believe it!! What was happening to me!? I don't do this?! I celebrate my freedom! I have longed for four hours to do whatever my little heart desires. To do whatever I wanted....go to Target and not have to bribe a child for "just a few more minutes." To go to lunch with the girls without having to pack a snack box.
Will I ever stop calling them my babies? I doubt it! But, they today they are officially preschoolers! As I pulled out of the parking lot, I wondered how many other moms were going through the same thing. I couldn't cry too much because I get big puffy eyes and I had to go to aerobics.
When I went to get them, both ran to the door and gave me the biggest hug....like I had been gone for four days rather than four hours! Livi loved every moment, she didn't have any potty accidents either! She came home and napped for almost three hours! This is the same little girl who hasn't napped in about a month.
I realized at that moment, life's moving forward, we are growing up and it's all good. This was a moment that I don't want to forget! I wish Mike were here to see it, so photos will have to do for now.
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Your kids are too darn cute!!
You will never stop calling them your babies. My babies are 25 and 23. I remember those days and they are precious. Keep taking pics and you will use them one day in a wedding video then cry all over again. Life is good isn't it?
What a big girl!
I would have cried too.
With all my worrying and everything, can you believe I forgot to take "first day of school" pictures yesterday?!
kerry-thanks! I kind of think so as well.
queeniep-as good as it can be with hubby away
tulipmom-the ones i took are not great. I even tried to do more when I picked them up...but both were way too excited!
I think we were the same person today! Mine was more than ready to go, I went to Target while he was in school, and he took a nap today for the first time in a long time. Jayke had his chocolate milk in the car on the way to school though then again when we got home.
Very cute pictures!
Awwwwww mom!!!! Congrats and condolences...I know I'm going to be bawling next week.
Love your story :-)
Awww it is so bittersweet!
So glad to hear that the 1st day was a success. Patti Cake said it best, it is so bittersweet that our kids get bigger. I have been dealing with this same situation here.
Tell Livi I said thanks for the idea about the milk. Im having no problems getting Ty to school, but getting him out is another story. I was thinking of bringing his favorite stuffed animal, but he is also a milk addict, so this might be a good idea. Thanks Livi.
You are so lucky, SO lucky to have them both in school. I have 2 more years until Wade starts pre school. Then again, I bet that it was hard on you to have two infants at once. Geez.
jessie-They are only 16 months apart! I was quite shocked when I got pregnant so quickly. Now that they are almost 3 and 4, it is easier. Those first couple of years were rough.
Too cute! Now don't forget the milk....hehe I liked that
These are such special times and you are so brave to share them without your husband by your side.
However, it seems you take lots of photos and I'm sure you keep your husband updated as much as possible. I wish him safety and may the time pass quickly until he's once more reunited with you all.
Awwww. I've read several starting school stories and all have brought tears to my eyes thinking about when my 1 year old gets to that point. You made it through! Congrats to you and them.
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